I would do ANYTHING to see him again.

someone should just stab me, it would hurt a hell of a lot less than this. =’[ gawd.

[Quotes in Blue were said by Chris. Quotes in  Purple were said by me.]

Twizzlers taste like…. TWIZZLERS!

AHH! I CANT WRITE ONE HANDED!!  

COOKIES! Did you know that I love cookies?

Did you know that cookies starts with a….. ‘c’ ?!?!

Twizzlers are really good! They should have their own country!!

I wanna put on a Barney costume and go to a playground.

You know you’d get kicked in the crotch many times, right?

The Barney costume would protect me!!

I think I’m gonna cry.

YOu know, I should scream NO at you like you’re a dog the way you yell at me!

DO IT!

I’m not a bitch like that. I wouldnt do that.

(makes noises like he’s offended)

ohmygawd. ugh. shut up. you konw i love you so dont even go there.

My mommy said I can’t take any pics of me naked. so if i keep my socks on technically i wouldnt be naked. it could work.

haha; Chris quotes are the most amazing things EVER!  ;;

-Quotes//*

Dance like there’s nobody watching,
Love like you’ll never get hurt,
Sing like there’s nobody listening,
Live like it’s heaven on Earth,
And speak from the heart to be heard.

 Actions speak louder than words
but words are the sparks that light the fire

&& we’ll be the winter romance
that everyone else wishes they had.

The best thing in the world is listening to
someone’s heart best && know it’s beating
like that because of you.

I dont think you realize
that you mean absolutely everything to me.

Never thought in a million years
that i would find someone so
amazing & perfect. Someone that
would give me a whole new
reason to breathe.

any girl can look into your eyes
a million timesand not ONCE
see the things i do in just one glance

it’s that young girl
wide eyed
first love
one time
innocence

It seems like everywhere i try to go,
I keep thinking about you.

and i promise
whenever i see you
my heart stops beating
my stomach ties in knots
and i talk faster than ever

but the most incredible thing is
how much i’m in love with everything about you

you make my heart go pitter patter [times 10]!

i love talking about you because
i can never run out of things to say
i never have a bigger smile
or louder laugh
& even with everything that i say,
i’m the only one that understands why i love you.

He’s so beautiful
when he smiles

i love it when you look at me
and smile.

Wouldn’t it be nice to be older
and married with me
wouldn’t you like to know right now
that we’ll be someday holding hands in  the end.

everytime i hear your name
see you in the distance
think about you, talk about you
even dream about you
my H E A R T beats faster
and i know that i’m in love

When someone hugs you,
never be the first to let go.

Most girls want;
the football player with a four door truck
who, with one glance and a smile
will have every girl running to him,
But all i want is;
a guy who is a bandnerd, who would rather
be playing his tuba than watching football
but her doesnt try to get all the girls
he just wants one, one that will love him just
as much as he loves her.

He has the most adorable eyes you could ever fall for
and the cutest smile that takes your breath away
He has the ability to make you laugh everytime he speaks
and whenever you look into his eyes
it’s so hard to turn away.

You know he is someone special
when no matter what kind of mood your in
he can always manage to make you smile

I don’t want anyone else
to see how truly A M A Z I N G you are.

I still remember everything
that you said to me that night.

all it takes is one glance, one smile
one hug && i’m hopelessly in love

And even Shakespeare couldn’t describe
how I felt when our eyes met.

you’re simply amazing… i’ve never had
anyone like you in my life
the way you make me smile is just unbelivable.

So yeah, basically today was chaotic, as is everyday in my oh so fabulous life.

Chaos. i love that word.

But yeah, I dont think there is even one day in my life that I haven’t had to stand up for myself or someone I care about because some immature little poser (no names being mentioned. you know who you are)  wants to start shit to make their pathetic boring little lives seem just a little bit more interesting. but obviously people don’t know what they’re gettin into when they start shit with me. Sucks to be them, I don’t hold back, I’ll just tear them apart and watch them try to pull themselves back together and when they can’t I laugh because they are just asking for it.

I really don’t know what to say anymore. I’m just done with all this niddle school drama shit.  [you know who you are] needs to just stay out of my life. i don’t need her or her stupid shit.

BUT…. even though i had to deal with that. I’m still in an amazingly great mood.  Mostly because today has been pretty much amazing. Shopping, hangin out with Heather, gettin to talk to Chris,  talking to Hannah again, it don’t get too much better than that.

Shopping and hangin out with Heather = so much fun.

Talking to Chris is one of the most amazing things in the world.  Chris is just the most amazing person in the whole fuckin world & just hearing his voice makes all the shit i deal with through the day worth it.

And talking to Hannah. I havent talked to her in forever. I definately need to talk to her more often.